My life is so miserable and pathetic. The days fly by while all I do is wish to die. I wallow at night as I think about my own human mortality, wishing for something more. I wish I was good at something. At family dinner my younger sister is much better than me, and she gets the families' attention.While all I have to show for myself is my recently made painting of a shark. When asked about school all I can do is show my failing report card and look at the ground. My friends are so cool. I wish I could see them all the time. When I walk to school I see the wind hit the branches of the trees and I always wonder how the leaves feel.Do they want to be pushed around like that? My life is so pathetic.